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Thursday, August 26, 2010

drowning

i'm sad, scared and frustrated. these past days, our countless debts are beginning to take its toll on me. now i don't know when we'll be able to finish paying it all off :'( it's not really that we spend a lot on unneccessary (spell check) stuff. can i just say that it just did pile up? i am not into designer bags, clothes or shoes. i am not even into shopping. it did accumulate i guess because of our trip past 2 years and of course, the interest on the cards just keeps on adding up. only husband has a regular monthly income. true, i have 2 businesses. but it is not enough especially now that we have two kids. one is in pre-school and the other one, has a monthly shot which costs an average of Php4,000 per month :(

waaaah! i am drowning honestly. i am sad because i desperately want and need to have another regular source of income to help husband. i am scared because we might not have enough savings for real emergencies. and i am frustrated because i keep on trying and very little outcome :( the newly opened food cart business isnt really taking off as expected and selling online isnt much of a success either.

hay... sometimes i wonder what's the concern of the rich ;)

anyway, the good thing is i still believe that we will be able to rise from these dilemma and we will be able to pay all our debts. most importantly, God has never left us and has always provided. i am holding on to His promise that He won't  forsake us. as my friend, @investorjuan said, pera lang yan. besides, others have more serious problem than we do. what makes me go on too is that i know that me and my husband are together in this

amen!

1 comment:

  1. hi rica! i sometimes find myself as well worrying every now and then, but just like what you said, God will provide (I actually wrote a blog about this a few days ago). it's easier said than done, but we just have to keep the faith. He will provide when the time comes we really need it and sometimes in ways we least expect :) cheer up, as long as the family is complete, healthy and happy, then everything should be ok :)

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