i wish

kainis! i wasn't able to go out yesterday and buy a lotto ticket. prize reached to Php303M already and i just let the opportunity slipped. i even texted my friends and my husband so that they could have that opportunity of being a millionaire. my husband just laughed at me. i have read that the probability of winning the lotto is like 1:200M. hmmm... still, there is this one chance right?

i have thought countless times of what to do with the loot just in case God will grant it to me :) like what my friend cimeon always says when we discuss about being billionaires, God knows that we will share and donate and we promise not to be selfish. promise, cross my heart! :) anyway,  here's what i'll do:

• give 10% to church. half to GCF  (where we go to church) and half to Gawad Kalinga (i am a member of Singles for Christ).
• give to our missionary friends. i'll have to ask them what they need. perhaps money or car to one, a car and 3 educational plans (till college) to their 2 kids, a house & lot to the other one and of course medical assistance to their son.
• buy a big lot wherein two houses could fit. 1 hosue will be for us and the other one for my mom & dad. a pool or a nice garden will be the one in between us.
• buy a 2 bedroom condominium for my mother in law and sister in law.
• a house and lot in the US for my other sister in law.
• of course pay all our debts including that of my immediate family's and of my husband's
• buy a volvo SUV (or any 'safe') for me and my kids
• i have to set aside trust funds for my kids
• a fast food franchise for my elder sister and a trust fund for her son
• i want to enter build and sell business and i'll get my dad to be the architect. that way, he could go back to what he loves doing and then earning from it as well 
• a car for my mom.
• a condominium and a business capital for my good friend cimeon.
• for 3 good high school barkada, annual travels. vegas will be our first destination.

that's it. these are on top of my list. i cannot spend all of the loot in just one sitting! :) there's also the education for my kids, a culinary education for me, a masters degree at MIT for my husband, our annual travels and constant support to the church and the needy. the needy includes not only the poor (they get support from the government and other private institution) but also people that i know and don't know who truly deserves help.

i don't know if i'll ever win the lotto or have laods of money that i couldn't count them. its free to wish. hehe. i just pray that money won't destroy me. that's why i'm writing this down, so that i'll be reminded that i will truly give and share. anyways, blessings are best when shared.