new year's resolution

happy new year!

most people would make a list of resolutions at the start of the year hoping to accomplish it before the year ends. nothing wrong with that. i think i remember doing this once or twice in my life and i don't remember ever accomplishing it all. hehe! ;)

anyway, just like any other year, i am not making my new year's resolution list this year. i just want it to be a constant thing -- you know, change. sure its good to make a list, sort of like a strict instructions that needs to be done accordingly. a guideline, so that one can go through the process step by step. i want that too. getting one thing accomplished at a time. going to the next. its organized. its clear. its moving forward.

the reason i am not making the new year's resolution is because i would want to be cautious of who and what i am.  i want to change for the good. to be a better mom, wife, friend, daughter, etc. again, we are God's work in progress. so this is a life long process.

yes, i am glad that 2010 is over because it has been really so challenging for us. i am sure that there are more challenges and trials to come. the thing is, i've learned. there is that desire that i want to be better. i am continuosly discovering things about myself. i see things in a different light. i understand that i have to go through all these in preparation for bigger things. no need for a year to end to get rid of bad habits. and we can't get rid of those bad things that already happened. and, there is no need for a new year to come or start just to experience the change and the good things that we want.

everybody deserves a good thing and a new start.

i am hopeful.